Friday, July 01, 2005 @9:23 pm
jus came back........ ppl... i am offically in the saa club.... (single and avilable club)... but i dun wanna...... "dui ai qing jue wang le"... wahahahahahahaha..... also dunno y... but feel lik being single 4eva... 2 PL... thanks 4 all the talk jus now..... realli appreicate it... dun noe y..... but kinda feel relieved.. haix.... could b due 2 the fact tt she told mi the truth about everithing... she lied coz she cared...(i am always optimistic).... but the way she talks realli let mi noe more about myself... i realli found out tt i dun realli dun let her feel secure at all...... the time tt i jus spend out is jus 2 hav lunch and dinner.... however u will always remain in my heart... y u might ask... coz u are the 1st true ever girl tt realli cared 4 mi.... 4 tt i realli thank u..... as 4 the question tt u asked, i dun noe... in my heart... i noe tt my heart will stilll wait.... but wad 2 do??? i cant control my heart.... well... its gettin 2 the odd month again.... pray tt there is no 'tao hua' tis month... hahahahahahahaha..... been getting tt in jan, march and may............ i dun wan 2 hav ani tis mth!!!!!!!!!!! and 4 the rest of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dunno realli wanna fall in love animore....... realli veri veri painful.............
⥠you and i both loved